So sad, sniff... :'(

Yesterday night, well evening, Cheryl told me dat she goin 2 NJC, I got the biggest shock of my life! So sad, dat she goin 2 NJC, my marks not gd enough so cant go there... Sniff, so sad, cant be in the same school with her. But i should hav expected dat we would go 2 different sch, cuz she gt 16 marks higher den me, hiax... Blame it on my stupidity... So sad and depressed nw. Not goin 2 the gathering on Mon 2 anyways. !st reason: most likely goin 2 my gran's house, 2nd reason: need to start adaptin 2 dayz without Cheryl le... Feel like cryin le, so sad worh.... Should hav gotten higher. Den Dion say she wan2 go Anderson Sec. Sms Zy she oso neva reply de, hiax.. Tink she no mood to sms ba. I tink I'll be goin 2 Crescent Girls le. I quite like e schl, but no frienx leh... Remember everytime I go 2 new schl, wil cry on e 1st day. Tinking bout it makes me laugh. Lols. Of course now im older wont cry le la. But still.... Hiax, i dun tink anybody will be joinin me in Crescent Girls'. Neva hear anybody talkin bout it. Heard e teachers there all veri nice and helpful. So sad leh, no frienx goin wit me... Im still very confused, i can choose Anderson, I ill hav lotsa frienx but I dun really like the schl. If i choose Cresent Girls', I like the school but I wont hav any frienx i no over there. I no dat I can make new frienx, but still very scared leh... How? Wad should I do??? Im damn confused... One ting Im positive about is dat, I wont be in de same schl as Cheryl le. Damn sad de worh... She say, after completing our sec years, can go join her in NJC. I said we wont be as close le, but she tink dat we can nurture wad... Hiax... I'll definately miss Cheryl... Dion mus oso be very sad rite nw, cant go wit Khit 2 SST... Can inderstand dat feelin... I oso wan2 go same schl as Dion, but she wans2 go 2 Anderson... Nid 2 shen zhong kao lu lor... Got hw many more days ah? Lemme c... Erm, bout 4 more dayz excludin 2nd Dec... Neeed 2 tink it over.... Damn sad de....